دردی که اکنون حس می‌کنم همان خوشبختی است که قبلاً داشتم

This line is genuinely rooted in C. S. Lewis's grief memoir A Grief Observed (1961), written after the death of his wife, Joy Davidman — but the exact wording as submitted is not his. What Lewis actually wrote is the broader reflection that "bereavement is a universal and integral part of our experience of love," the idea that grief is the price of having loved. The crisp, quotable form most people remember — "The pain now is part of the happiness then. That's the deal." — was in fact shaped by screenwriter William Nicholson for the 1993 film Shadowlands (and his earlier stage and TV versions), spoken by Anthony Hopkins as Lewis; the still-shorter submitted version, "The pain I feel now is the happiness I had before," is a further paraphrase that circulates widely in later grief writing under Lewis's name. We found no primary text in which Lewis wrote this exact sentence, so while the sentiment is authentically his and the attribution is broadly consistent, the wording rests on dramatization and paraphrase rather than a documented Lewis source.